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this is after
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it pulls you close, takes you in
5:18
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you and your ghost
7:14
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no longer of ash, nor of the dark
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not of the light, and pulled apart
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now of the deep
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you are once more, truly connected
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right to your core
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your void – your energy
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oh beauty. myself, can i be
8:27
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here in this nothing – this empty space
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no body, no soul – i have no face
7:00
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what’s left of me now that all has gone
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every last piece of me – how must i go on
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hollow. a shell of doubt, my dear
5:04
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i still have feelings, memories and fears
8:30
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your body
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its vast
6:00
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neverending
5:50
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at last
8:44
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i made it this far
6:25
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still here
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as much as i can be
5:04
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all this seems for nothing
6:00
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is this truly neverending
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the deep
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i used to see you
4:50
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in my sleep
5:07
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dreamt of your caves
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dark, rigid
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and steep
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taking me
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swallowing me whole
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keeping me from being
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ever so consoled
6:20
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you exist here
7:16
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brought me from the dust and then
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gave me what i needed
5:41
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time to mend
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and built on what i’d created before
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now with new vision, walls and a door
6:11
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i finally left the old me behind
4:11
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that’s where you’ll stay
3:56
44.
there, tied up and confined
7:36
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so this is what dying and being born again feels like
3:12
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rebirthed, finally living. so full of new life
6:36
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it eventually and finally came to a head
5:36
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for the longest time thought id be alone when im dead
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i have this new self that i built in my mind
7:10
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brought everything i thought that id need to leave behind
6:04
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packaged it up neat and tidy – stacked it over there
6:00
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i know where to go now, not alone and not scared
5:12
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this is my body, my voice and my soul
2:33
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i am truly, finally and forever whole
5:21
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i love your colours, your fibers, your strands
6:16
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i can now pickup all these pieces with my own two hands
8:05
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place them so delicately together it seems
5:39
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i’m strong now more then ever – things only of dreams
6:03
59.
my ashes now sit at the base of what i am
5:32
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i’ve become a rock – the brightest of gems
10:40
61.
although it took forever, and ever and a day
6:39
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i’ll never go back there – i now know the way
8:57
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this path that i am on – not the same as once was
4:56
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now not even thinking about the details because
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my focus is further ahead in the distance
4:10
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now all i am thinking on is being consistent
8:52
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i’ll stay the course, not stray like the past
5:22
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keep it steady now, as i tread into your vast
4:58
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wide open spaces, i now have the tools
7:19
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to battle anything – show me your rules
6:09
71.
something from nothing
5:40
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is what i’ve created
6:35
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alone - just me.
6:16
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it will never be faded
6:40
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bright and glowing
7:38
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and everything about
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i’ll say this forever
5:01
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but not say – i’ll shout
4:36
79.
i’ve found my self. my body – my name
4:20
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amidst this elaborate and truly horrific game
5:32
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was it all just to teach me that i have the strength
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was it all floating out there for me just to take
5:30
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my colours so bright, soul so alive
5:58
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finally i now see what i have deep inside
7:12
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if this is the place that i must reside
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then i am content with it - doesn’t matter where – no longer must i hide
3:26
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i am.
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